Monday, April 25, 2011

"And I'll find peace at the bottom of real tall cold drink!"

power.
you have it over me.
i have no will power.
you will be the death of me.
i love you with everything i have.
every time you climb in your truck.
smile/nod goodbye.
i smile and wave.
i wish you could see what you do to me.
how you make me.
you make me crazy.
not the good way either.
when i found out she was still around.
i went off the deep end.
i thought you were leaving her.
yet another lie.
can't say im surprised.
i know.
i KNOW you can't be with me.
i just don't want you with her!
be with anyone,
be alone,
just don't be with her.
you can't love her.
if you did.
you wouldn't have me.
i wouldn't be writing this.
and my heart wouldn't be on the floor,
tear stained and trampled...