so my feelings for you are completely mixed.. sometimes i love you and other times i kinda whanna shot you in the face. this morning is one of those shot you in the face mornings. ok i understand that you are all popular and stuff and maybe im not as popular as a lot of people. but you don't have to shun my like im some nasty whore. trust me i've seen some of the girls you have been with and im definitely not THAT bad.. ugh you are a completely waste of my time and energy. Ans sure when we met you actually liked me and you flirted with me like there was no other girl on the planet. and i pushed you away becasue i didn't like you and that you were a nasty douche bag... well now i know that i wasnt to far off. because you only like little stanky girls that have absolutely no self respect What SO EVER! so i will be over at my house, waiting for a guy that has more decency then you will ever have. have a nice life
Love Always
Katy
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
"this heart beats for only you"
ok so there is a slight chance that I am completely delusional. seriously the idea is very arguable. you know why? because i fell in love with you. and now my life is like a heart break country song. your dark eyes definitely dared me with danger. and yet i still hold on even though deep in my heart i know that this will only end in heart break. and then i will write some poetry and cry myself to sleep a couple nights. and yet i can't control it. i wish... I WISH i could have prevented this from happening. you know why? because you are a different kind of guy. different in not always a good way. your a little what i like to call a PLAYER! you break girls hearts and you don't care. you just dumped a girl because she wouldn't sleep with you. and yet i LOVE you still. sometimes the mere thought of you repulses me. i love you yet i loathe you is it even possible to have those kind of feeling mushed together. in a nut shell i am soooo confused. i just want to be with someone that is mature enough to be the kind of person i need him to be. but i don't think you have the ability.. i just now that somewhere between. Talon Falls, music and rides in your car.. i fell in love with you... and it is the most painful kind of love i have ever felt.
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