so this is what it comes down to?

i don't understand this? i haven't talked to you in nearly a year... and then out of the blue this? no he didn't contact me, or one of our mutual friends mentioned his name. I keep dreaming of him, and i have no clue why? it's not like im thinking about him. but yet still almost every night i dream of him? my friend blake said that all things happen for a reason and this a sign that we belong together. my friend shoshanna told me that my subconscious  is still in love with him? im like WTF!! im totally over him. its been over a year i even have TALKED to him. urgh im just so confused. that's all there is to it.